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[26 Feb 2008|08:14pm] |
they should make an american idol for the presidential candidates and then i bet america would make better educated decisions and more people would vote.
i'd vote david cook for prez.
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[05 Dec 2007|01:34am] |
a good cry comes as easily, to me, (and feels just as good) as the first orgasm to a 30 something that married her high school "sweetheart" just out of 12th grade.
and i'm dead serious.
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[14 Nov 2007|12:04am] |
i'm going to be scrooge this holiday. please make note. i'm trying to plan a thanksgiving run-a-way trip... anyone want to abandon their families and come with me?
and...i miss this...
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[25 Oct 2007|08:01pm] |
i'm so excited about this weekend! halloween weekend!
and i'm off phones at work!!! which is so good. same job just different, better task. yes!
things are going really well right now. i haven't even hit a red light in days.
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[09 Oct 2007|09:39pm] |
i went to the best party this weekend. i saw all the greatest people. it was so good to be around people that know me. and i can be myself.
this weekend i'm going to see rocky votolato. so excited. i'm going with lindsey w. and that makes me so happy. i've been getting to hang out with her a lot and that is so good. can't even express.
social life is getting so much better. but this journal is really more of a way of keeping records of the chemical changes my body cannot control within itself. cause i'm going crazy.
and i love lean pockets and unsweet ice tea. its all i need for nourishment.
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[04 Oct 2007|09:33pm] |
this week: i held a wild bird.(best thing ever) i have lost an old friend and a potential new friend. watched the office. made lots of overtime. and i'm about to talk to my boyfriend. party this weekend!!!!!!! i'm so excited. all and all...my life lately is way to eventful for the allotted time per day. but i guess it like it that way.
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[08 Sep 2007|02:36pm] |

i'm totally in one of those gross couples now. he fixes my lunches when i go to work. gives my dog bathes and he irons my clothes. and he smells good. i wish canada stopped exsisting over night.
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[01 Sep 2007|10:12am] |
last night i had a dream that sarah, melissa and i were riding on the back of a truck and they were dropping us off at this shopping center and they drove to close to this cliff and we fell off and we were all free falling and sarah was farther down and as i see her get close to the water all i can see is how shallow it is and there are rocks and just like in cartoons i paused in mid air and then we all softly (somewhat softly) landed on the rocks and we were okay.
i'm picking up braulio at the airport in a few hours. i'm excited. i love labor day and not working.
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[17 Aug 2007|12:02pm] |
i start my new job at LG on monday. i'm part of the executive service team. however, i have no idea what that means. i guess maybe i'll be good at it. at least i'll get benefits and good pay. i mean, that is why i had to leave boone. i think. i'm in rock hill south carolina right now. visiting a friend that had a summer intern here. today is her last day. tomorrow we're going to the beach. just for one day. then i have to drive eight hours on sunday to start my new job the next day. life is moving rather quick for me. but i guess thats what happens when you finally get direction and motivation.
i can't wait till september first. i hope i have labor day off.
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[13 Aug 2007|04:47pm] |
last night we climbed up on the roof with lawn chairs and watched the meteor shower.
i'm not really sure why i'm leaving anymore.
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[10 Aug 2007|03:39am] |
sometimes when i'm tense i clench my teeth. last night in my sleep i did so badly that i woke up with broken bits of tooth in my mouth. good god.
i wasn't even aware that i was that stressed.
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[07 Aug 2007|07:37pm] |
i am not enjoying packing. its like 90 degrees and we don't have air conditioning. yuck.
i wish i had a wand like harry potter.
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[05 Aug 2007|07:43pm] |
so i'm really behind in reading harry potter. i just started at the beginning of july and i just finished the goblet of fire. i'm excited to start five finish it and start six. they are so good.
anyways. i've got ten days left in boone. i feel really restless. after working so much and now i'm down to having just one job i don't know what to do with my spare time. so i might as well go back to working 80hours a week. how does this happen.
i get so stuck in routine.
i hope that i get snapped back into knowing how to have fun.
its getting harder to leave boone. but i know i've got to go. i wish i could be happy just settling somewhere. whats wrong with me? i'm so scared that after a year back in huntsville i'll be ready to move on somewhere else. this has got to stop.
anyways...i'm going to start book five.
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[30 Jul 2007|01:07am] |
i spent friday and saturday night in a biker bar. amazing.
-saw a bar fight. of course. -got cake smeared in my face...not so obvious. -i got asked out to go for a ride on some dudes bike. -worked. worked. worked. -realized i actually like the song simple man. who cares.
i really can not wait to be in alabama. but i will be looking for a redneck biker bar at home.
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[24 Jul 2007|12:24pm] |
the preschool is closed this week. so thats a nice break. i was going to go to alabama for the whole week...but then two of the parents wanted me to watch their kids for them since the school is closed. i couldn't pass up more money.
though...i really wish their wasn't a three year old and a four year old chillin out in my apartment and that i was in my house in alabama painting rooms and starting my garden. two more weeks.
these guys have the attention span of a fly.
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[21 Jul 2007|09:42pm] |
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i miss having fun and i'm starting to feel like i have lost if forever.
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[15 Jul 2007|11:22pm] |
out of my 48hour weekend i worked 30 hours at my part-time job. sucks. tomorrow i'll go back to my full-time job. gross. 75 hours of working in one week. dang. and i didn't even make that much.
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[07 Jul 2007|06:22pm] |
braulio leiva is going to be at the nashville airport on september 1st and i'm going to be there to pick him up and i couldn't be happier.
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